Catchy Instrumental intro. hyper, fast paced, excited, electro swing, sweet female vocal, witch house

Feb 26, 2025

Sometimes I wonder why I'm not like everyone else

It's like the whole world’s just sitting on a shelf

But this is just how I am, and I wouldn’t change a thing

I like the way I am and I like the way I think

Sometimes I wonder why people stop to stare

Like having a dream I'm in my underwear

I was just telling them about my day

But now I’m moving on, there’s so much more to say.

Did you see the news last night?

Where were we? Oh that’s right!

Oh I was telling you about the galaxy

About the Milky Way, happily

Its halo is invisible, and I bet you didn’t know

Light from our closest star, takes 4 years to show

Mars has two moons, and as a matter of fact

They’re the smallest two moons, bet you didn’t know that.

Sometimes I wonder about squirrels climbing trees

It seems like it would hurt, can they scrape their knees?

Isn’t that a lot of weight to put on their claws?

Also, what do they call them, fingers or paws?

Did you see the news last night?

Where were we? Oh that’s right!

Oh I was telling you about the galaxy

About the Milky Way, happily

Its halo is invisible, and I bet you didn’t know

Light from our closest star, takes 4 years to show

Mars has two moons, and as a matter of fact

They’re the smallest two moons, bet you didn’t know that.

Why am I pacing all the time?

I don’t know what you mean.

Before you finish that thought

Let me show you a thing I got

Did you see the news last night?

Where were we? Oh that’s right!

Oh I was telling you about the galaxy

About the Milky Way, happily

Its halo is invisible, and I bet you didn’t know

Light from our closest star, takes 4 years to show

Mars has two moons, and as a matter of fact

They’re the smallest two moons, bet you didn’t know that.

Let me tell you about the galaxy

About the Milky Way, happily

Its halo is invisible, and I bet you didn’t know

Light from our closest star, takes 4 years to show

Mars has two moons, and as a matter of fact

They’re the smallest two moons, bet you didn’t know that.

Otherworldly, Slow, Deep, cold, organ glitchy-synth Atmospheric minimal, post-glitch, sad dreamy female singer, panicked

Feb 26, 2025

Sitting here half past ten

My day has yet to begin

I can't pull myself from bed

There's a pounding in my head

I tell myself it's all ok

Can't calm myself with reason

It's all I seem to think about

My breathing is uneven

Am I crazy

Am I losing my mind

Someone save me

Feels like I'm gonna die

Deep breath, reset

Write your story down

What do you see

Tell me what's that Sound

Until I am me again

Until I can breathe again

Everything makes me sick

I can't keep it down

There's visions in my head

I feel like I could drown

Held hostage by anxiety

A prisoner within

I'll never be the same

My demons start to grin

Am I crazy

Am I losing my mind

Someone save me

Feels like I'm gonna die

Deep breath, reset

Write your story down

What do you see

Tell me what's that Sound

Until I am me again

Until I can breathe again

Here it comes again swirling round an' round

A vortex of my thoughts are drowning out the sound

Nothing you could say right now will help this go away

I'm gonna have to ride it out, this panic in my brain

Am I crazy (Will I ever be the same)

Am I losing my mind

Someone save me (Save me from anxiety)

Feels like I'm gonna die

Deep breath, reset

Write your story down (Is your story true?)

What do you see

Tell me what's that Sound

Until I am me again

Until I can breathe again

Here we go again

Deep breath, reset

Write your story down

What do you see

Tell me what's that Sound (Feet back on the ground)

Until I am me again

Until I can breathe again

High Octane, beat drop, bass reach, lead metal guitar, explosive chorus, Metal, hardcore, growling, angry, sassy, female

Feb 26, 2025

No one knows what it's like in my mind

Though I try to hide it

Hate that I'm seething all the time

Can anybody stop this

One minute everything's fine

Nothing’s really happenin’

Next thing I’ve lost track of all time

Oh god, here I go again

Can’t hold it back

Its all going black

It's not how I want to be

Please forgive me?

RAGE!!

I am filled with fire

RAGE!!

Don’t provoke the ire

RAGE!!

I just want to escape this

RAAAAAAAGE!!

I look at the blood from my hand

Not another mistake

No one else understands

Don’t you call me fake

Can’t hold it back

Its all going black

It's not how I want to be

Please forgive me?

RAGE!!

I am filled with fire

RAGE!!

Don’t provoke the ire

RAGE!!

I just want to escape this

RAAAAAAAGE!!

I’m sorry, I’m sorry,

You know I didn’t mean it

I’m sorry, I’m sorry,

Why won’t you believe it?

I said I’m sorry damnit!

Why'd you make me like this?

RAGE!!

I am filled with fire

RAGE!!

Don’t provoke the ire

RAGE!!

I just want to escape this

RAGE!!

I am filled with fire

RAGE!!

Don’t provoke the ire

RAGE!!

I just want to escape this

RAAAAAAAGE!!

Twisted, female vocals, happy then sad, ups and downs, roller coaster. Otherworldly, glitchsynth

Feb 27, 2025

Oh It's gonna be a good day

Don’t you think?

Let's see what's in store

Go to open the door

Never felt so good before

Never been so free

Didn’t even sleep

I think I wanna skydive

Wouldn’t that be fun?

I feel so incredible

Nothing could go wrong

Who am I kidding

Couldn’t do that

Can’t even make it through the day

My head starts spinning

I should go back

How much fun could it be anyway

Oh can I catch a break

The world is out to get me

The voices in my brain

Say that you're the enemy

Don’t look at me like that,

Oh you know it's true

Don’t you try to lie to me

Sayin' It’s just one of my moods

It's gonna be a bad day

Don’t you think?

I'll just lay on the floor

And just close my door

I’ve never felt so sad before

I’ve never been so low

I’m not even gonna go

I think I wanna die today

Will anybody miss me?

I'm feeling pretty terrible

My plans have come undone

But who am I kidding

I could do anything

I can make it through the day

My head is still spinning

I should get up

I need to have me some fun anyway

Oh can I catch a break

The world is out to get me

The voices in my brain

Say that you're the enemy

Don’t look at me like that,

Oh you know it's true

Don’t you try to lie to me

Sayin' It’s just one of my moods

Though I ask myself

I can’t figure it out

What is wrong with me

Am I up or down

Do I smile or frown

And why do their eyes always follow me

Oh can I catch a break

The world is out to get me

The voices in my brain

Say that you're the enemy

Don’t look at me like that,

Oh you know it's true

Don’t you try to lie to me

Sayin' It’s just one of my moods

Oh can I catch a break

The world is out to get me

The voices in my brain

Say that you're the enemy

Don’t look at me like that,

Oh you know it's true

Don’t you try to lie to me

Sayin' It’s just one of my moods

Am I up or down

Do I smile or frown

Don’t you lie to me

otherworldly, cold, organ glitchsynth Atmospheric minimal, post-glitch, sleepglitch, female vocals, whispering, haunting

Feb 26, 2025

Daddy’s shadow darkened the door

My hands are shaking

Mommy isn’t coming anymore

She couldn’t take it

Now there’s no one left to save me

People never question bruises

The smile I’m faking

I'm the only one who loses

You're not mistaken

There’s fractures in more than my bones

I hear a voice in me say

It’ll be ok

My vision goes dark,

Am I safe?

I don't want to be me anymore (Dissociate)

I don’t want to hurt anymore

I don’t recognize me anymore (Dissociate)

I’ve never seen this face before

Will someone save me? (Dissociate)

Daddy threw me to the floor

My body’s aching

Who’s that in the mirror by the door

My mind is breaking

Somebody's crying out

I hear a voice in me say

It’ll be ok

My vision goes dark,

Am I safe?

I don't want to be me anymore (Dissociate)

I don’t want to hurt anymore

I don’t recognize me anymore (Dissociate)

I’ve never seen this face before

Will someone save me? (Dissociate)

Living in a daze

Don’t remember what I’ve done

I can’t explain it,

But I’m sure I’m not alone

I hear a voice in me say

It’ll be ok

My vision goes dark,

Am I safe?

I don't want to be me anymore (Dissociate)

I don’t want to hurt anymore

I don’t recognize me anymore (Dissociate)

I’ve never seen this face before

Will someone save me? (Dissociate)

I don't want to be me anymore (Dissociate)

I don’t want to hurt anymore

I don’t recognize me anymore (Dissociate)

I’ve never seen this face before

Will someone save me? (Dissociate)

How did I get here?

Horror, fear, nightmares, terror, tragedy, disturbed

Feb 27, 2025

Waking up again,

Sheets a drenched

My fists are clenched

Those images, vivid in my mind

Feels like I can’t breathe

Time to try again

Pull myself from bed

Gotta clear my head

Think about somethin' else

Hope this bottle helps

Drown out the memories

You say I need therapy

I swallow this poison once more

Where do I run

From the nightmare within

‘Cause once it begins

There’s no escaping it

The horrors that live in my mind

Play back, Rewind

And repeat again

My vision is blurry, as I open the door

I’ve been here before

There’s a nagging in my brain

Driving me insane.

Drown out the memories

You say I need therapy

I swallow this poison once more

Where do I run

From the nightmare within

‘Cause once it begins

There’s no escaping it

The horrors that live in my mind

Play back, Rewind

And repeat again

No one understands what I'm going through

Everyone pretends they'd know what to do

But Where do I run

From the nightmare within

‘Cause once it begins

There’s no escaping it

The horrors that live in my mind

Play back, Rewind

And repeat again

Where do I run

From the nightmare within

‘Cause once it begins

There’s no escaping it

The horrors that live in my mind

Play back, Rewind

And repeat again

Repeating

Repeating

Repeating

Repeating

Slow, twisted, Methodical, tick tock, rhythmic, female vocals

Feb 27, 2025

Don’t think about the light back a home

Did I leave the oven on?

Don’t think about the clock on the wall

Tell me why it ticks wrong

The times I washed my hands,

Was this fourteen or fifteen?

I’ll just start again

Gotta be sure they’re clean

No, don't think about it

No, try not to count it

I should try to stop,

But I can’t

One, two, three

Left turns of the key

One two three

Steps from there to me

Clean the floor,

Do it again

Flip the switch,

Counting to ten

One, two, three

Left turns of the key

Don’t think about the dust on her shirt

Did she wipe her shoes off

Don’t think about the uneven books

If I fix it will this stop

No, don't think about it

No, try not to count it

I should try to stop,

But I can’t

One, two, three

Left turns of the key

One two three

Steps from there to me

Clean the floor,

Do it again

Flip the switch,

Counting to ten

One, two, three

Left turns of the key

I know it isn’t rational

But I need to

The urge inside is too powerful

I can’t resist

It's going to persist

No, don't think about it

No, try not to count it

I should try to stop,

But I can’t

One, two, three

Left turns of the key

One two three

Steps from there to me

Clean the floor,

Do it again

Flip the switch,

Counting to ten

One, two, three

Left turns of the key

One two three

Steps from there to me

Clean the floor,

Do it again

Flip the switch,

Counting to ten

One, two, three

Left turns of the key

ambient, space rock, deep emotional ballad, melancholic, atmospheric, sweet female vocals

Feb 27, 2025

There's a hunger

Growing inside

A desire

To be the perfect size

Everybody tells me

It's better to stay alive

But there is nothing wrong with me

There is panic

Filling up my mind

I am tired

I couldn't see the signs

Everybody worries

About my sunken eyes

Can't they see there is nothing wrong with me

I swear I'm fine

Don't you worry

You will see in time

I'm just not hungry

I look in the mirror

It couldn't be clearer

Dark thoughts are flooding in

My only beauty is WiThin

There's a whisper

Coming from behind

It's a liar

Saying I could die

I'm not gonna listen

I am gonna thrive

There is nothing wrong with me

I swear I'm fine

Don't you worry

You will see in time

I'm just not hungry

I look in the mirror

It couldn't be clearer

Dark thoughts are flooding in

My only beauty's WiThin

Momma's cryin’

Tell me what is that sound

Now she's screamin’

“Her pulse can not be found”

Am I dyin’

No, this can't happen now

It's going dark I can not see, there is nothing wrong with me

I swear I'm fine

Don't you worry

You will see in time

I'm just not hungry

I look in the mirror

It couldn't be clearer

Dark thoughts are flooding in

My only beauty's WiThin

I swear I'm fine

Don't you worry

You will see in time

I'm just not hungry

I look in the mirror

It couldn't be clearer

Dark thoughts are flooding in

My only beauty's WiThin

Within

Within

Breathe in

Be thin

Be thin

I didn't get to say goodbye